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Celyn McKenzie ([personal profile] elusivedreams) wrote2017-06-28 12:42 pm

Afraid.

I'm supposed to be a success, but I'm afraid. The other shoe feels like it's dropping. My supporters all have their own stuff to deal with. I want to curl into a ball and cry and just ... not be.

Yes, I have tools. Yes, I will use them. But sometimes ... just sometimes. I wish I could hit pause.